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Fatique.
Palpitation.
What else is new?
Just don't have any words to describe when you are almost or nearly there being the elderly of the house.
Prolly, you are in the pre elderly dilemma state.
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Its the end of the year. I do not have any resolution like forever. I just go with the flow. Whatever comes, I will endure and accept. Yup, lies I tell myself everyday.
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I miss Yusuff everyday. A 4 year old chatty boy. He is the only grandson who calls me 'Halmoni'. We video-call the other day. I was looking at him at the bottom of the phone. He was perplexed to see me with my bare face. Like a few seconds.
Then he said "Halmoni, open your eyes!!".
I know, Yusuff. Halmoni's eyes memang sepet. Adoi lah.
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Aku sekeh Yusuff ni kang.
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